I have one week off. I should be relaxing and catching up on my organization skills ~ this house is a mess.

Instead of productivity, I am panicked with the feeling of forgetfulness. I need to make a list to calm myself and put it all in perspective. I am too lazy to find my notebook. ~ what does that say about me?

I need a photographic adventure.

It’s been such a long time since I have picked up my camera. I feel awful. I have noticed that when I don’t take the time for myself my life starts to roll down hill ~ picking up speed quickly.

What do I plan to do about this? 

Late night photo excursions ~ I’m hoping on my bike and taking off… my sanity depends on it. 

I am leaving now to walk the neighborhood to take pics. I live in the least exciting place. I have to take pictures because I feel it wrenching in my gut. I feel lost and incomplete.

The problem I am finding…. can you force art? I am going to be shooting an area that doesn’t interest me just for the act of shooting. I don’t have gas to drive to a more interesting back-drop. I am stuck here ~ lacking a model & not surrounded by an engrossing subject.

Well let’s give this a shot!